Tag Archives: thoughts

Waiting For 5 AM

There’s a loneliness to the 4 am grind. You step outside your apartment for some fresh air, and to escape that oppressive heat that seems to seep from the old walls of old buildings in the summer. It’s like you’re … Continue reading

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Airport Blues

I’m getting very accustomed to this wait flipping through the pages of whatever book I’m reading sipping a coffee I only bought for something to do and thinking about buying a mickey of scotch and having a party for myself … Continue reading

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12.18.2016

I’m down in Nanaimo for the holidays. When I arrived, my brother picked me up and we went to the grocery store to buy some chicken wings to cook for dinner. I was in high spirits, because I had picked … Continue reading

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Exile in Nanaimo

The burned out and boarded up buildings of downtown mirror my memories of this place memories with all of the happiness bled off in an October rain and nothing left except husks. Driving through a physical manifestation of old thought … Continue reading

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Bicycles and Pianos

Cold coffee slept all day dreamed I was trying to ride a bike and that I could play the piano. I took it as real good proof I can do things I never thought I could and that old unforgettable … Continue reading

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Epiphany

I’m questioning the effectiveness of these bolts of lighting and wondering why the cozy aftermath of a fresh idea doesn’t rend life into an instant pleasure cruise. These thoughts and words that scream through wombs of thought only to come … Continue reading

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Two Meditations

Meditations For A Protracted Self-Destruction: Imagine the taste of ash. Imagine your brain is a piece of steel wool. Imagine cigarette smoke has ruined all the walls of your apartment. Maybe you should try yoga. Contemplate a burning down of … Continue reading

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