Tag Archives: depression

Airports/Notebook/Montage

The Student Light in a Car is the Low Gas Light. A whole day in a seat. Without a cigarette. Sober/a warm bar downtown and me outside in the rain/so alone/feeling nothing except the rain/aftermath of sleep/concrete digging into the … Continue reading

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Job Hunting While Slightly Depressed Blues

I hate job hunting. I think everyone does. I don’t think that anyone gets up on a Monday morning, with a handful of resumes, and thinks that it’s going to be a great experience, and that they’re going to fall … Continue reading

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Not a Morning Person

Wake up pissed off at nothing hit the pillows a little only to realize that I’m only fluffing them and that this isn’t the explosion of anger that I wanted to start my day with. This is not burning things … Continue reading

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I Don’t Care

The most dangerous mental state is one of apathy. For when you lose the ability to care about any single thing that’s happening to you, then you lose what it means to be human. Some would claim that without a … Continue reading

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Relationships

Me and you, me and her, me and this typewriter, me and my bed, me and Axl Rose, me and my record collection, me and that girl I walked past on Mears street, me and coffee, me and this box … Continue reading

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Bicycles and Pianos

Cold coffee slept all day dreamed I was trying to ride a bike and that I could play the piano. I took it as real good proof I can do things I never thought I could and that old unforgettable … Continue reading

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Victorious in a Social Situation

Through the sprawl of Fernwood he walked through the land of free shit he strolled smoking a victory Pall Mall and thinking about how well everything had gone. With deftness he had handled that awful series of questions: “So what … Continue reading

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